Question:
feeling bad!?
2008-03-10 04:44:00 UTC
i am a single mother of 2 children. my daughters 4 and my son is 2. my son has been diagnosed with autism and i cant help but look at him and feel like crying! i feel really bad for him, and im feeling as if i've failed as a mum. is it normal for me to be feeling like this? its just a really emotional time for me at the moment and i dont want my kids to see me feeling down. am i being stupid? or has anyone else been through the same thing? and how did you get through it?
Thirteen answers:
Autism's Beautiful Face
2008-03-10 06:52:52 UTC
Hello ..yeah its me again ...My twin son Thomas is nine now he has severe autism non verbal also, as a mum you have to try your hardest to get past this and yes i did feel like that too at one point but he knows no different and to him he is happy with who he is and you should be too, Thomas to me is who he is for a reason and not through something that was my fault , i now have to help him as much as i can to the best of my abilities and i do have moments when i cry but when this happens when Thomas has usually just tried to talk or even when he laughs (silly eh) it does get better honestly and you do learn to adapt to their ways and how they are thinking , i make the videos on Youtube to show how i feel at the time below is my resent one of Thomas x

take care hunni x
Mom
2008-03-10 05:03:12 UTC
Yes, I have. My son was diagnosed with PDD NOS, high functioning autism, at age 2. I cried and grieved plenty. It was a very dark time. I blamed myself. I went through my pregnancy and his entire life from birth wondering what I did wrong. It is a very normal part of the process. I started out so sad and grieved. Then I went through the angry bit (why did this happen to him??) and then I went into fight mode - and got him into intense therapy.



I was very very lucky and my son is now 5 and they've actually just taken him off the autism spectrum. They feel he has sensory integration disorder and more of a language/communication disorder. Fortuneately his play skills and social skills are too great to be considered autistic.



To get through this time? For me, I did tons of research. It helped me to feel like I was doing something to help him. I made a group of friends that all had kids on the autism spectrum and we met once a week for a support group, which was my lifesaver, to feel like I wasn't alone.



I wish you the best of luck!
SoBox
2008-03-10 07:09:57 UTC
Hun, you didn't cause your son's autism. Many parents I have worked with blame themselves for their children's special needs. Please try to realize that what happened was unavoidable. You haven't failed as a mother, so give yourself a break.

It's easy to pity a child with special needs, but that's not what will help your son. He will need extra patience and understanding, but do your best to hold him to as high standards as possible. Understand that he may not be able to do everything that your daughter does, and that he may just do some things differently. But let him and make him do everything that he is capable of doing for himself. That is what is going to help him in life, and what is going to make him be as independent as possible. And with the right intervention and therapy, many children with autism can go on to lead relatively typical lives.

That said, take some time to mourn. Mourn for the life you thought you were going to have when you had your first son; surely you were not expecting to raise a child with special needs. Then, try to come to terms with it and adjust to your new life. I would strongly suggest contacting some local support groups and other families of children with autism; that is often the greatest form of support. Good luck and hang in there.
Crystal B
2008-03-10 04:55:50 UTC
You are not being stupid you are reacting like any mom would. Having a child with autism does not mean you have done him wrong it just provides you with the opportunity to become a super mom. My idea of a super mom is not one of those you see at your childs scholl that is calm collected in fashion and always smiling. It is the mmom with a challenge who handles it with knowledge. The knowledge I am talking about is the mom who knows all about her kids and their needs. There is so many resources for information on austism. Things that we can do at home with our children that will make a huge impact on them from diet, excersize and social behavior. Don't let it get you down to much put a smile on and except the challenge to become the super mom. Best of luck and great wishes being sent your way.
Karen F
2008-03-10 04:54:18 UTC
It's not your fault! You haven't 'given him autism', so you shouldn't feel as if you have failed.



I am a mum of one 'normal' child and I still feel bad from time to time because I think maybe I could do more for her - my mum told me when I had my daughter that I would now worry and question myself every day - and I do. I really feel for you as your situation must be difficult, but feeling bad is not going to help him or your daughter. You need to find out what you can do to help him, get as much help as you can, for all of your sakes and enjoy both of your children.



Good Luck, I feel for you x
laplandfan
2008-03-10 04:50:45 UTC
Him having Autism is no failing on your part at all.



I have two friends that have autistic children and they seem to get support from the schools. Are you getting any from your health visitor as you should be.

Try and find out if there are local support groups for parents of autistic kids in your area as i am sure you will find that a tower of support.
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2016-09-30 09:18:25 UTC
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kj
2008-03-10 05:01:42 UTC
you are not a failure never think you are one! you have a special son there who u r blessed with x

have you got any local groups who can help you and support you? (its worth looking to see if you have) i know it hard to go to these groups etc but its worth it i have 4 friends who have kids with autism one is quite mild the others are quite severe

have you any friends family around that you can talk to?

one of my friends is a single mum and if you want some help and support i can give you her e-mail
Mel
2008-03-10 05:19:50 UTC
No, you're definitely not stupid, and you definitely haven't failed as a mother. As an Occupational Therapist (and a single mum too), I have worked with autistic children, and what you are feeling as a parent/carer is very common, but you have to keep reminding yourself it's not your fault.



Autism is a difficult thing to deal with as a parent but you can get help. The first step is to get as much information as you can. Your first resource would be your local hospital or medical centre - they should have information on the medical condition itself, local support groups, therapy centres, doctors, even special schools that work with autistic children. Research the internet because your knowledge will help you understand what your child is going through, and help you to better meet his needs.



Get as much family and social support as you can. If you don't have family / friends nearby, there should be respite centres available for parents / families who need a break, so look in your local White or Yellow Pages (or directory, whatever it might be called in your country). I know sometimes you may feel guilty for asking for help, but if you don't, you will burn out quickly and this will impact on your ability to help your son.



The other very important thing you need to pay attention to is yourself. You need to try to get as much sleep as you can, eat well, and exercise - as a way of releasing your anxious energies, frustrations, etc. Looking after yourself will make sure you have the energy to look after your children.



You will also need to involve your 4year old daughter - help her to understand what is going on with her little brother, and allow her to help you because that will make her feel grown up, special and involved. She will also need her own special time with you so that she knows you love her just as much as you love and attend to her brother.



If possible, get your son's father involved. He needs to understand what his responsibilities are and his son needs him there as a positive role model. Boys (with or without autism) respond differently to men as they do women, so if the biological father is not around, try to involve another good male role model, such as an uncle, grandfather, or another male friend who loves him.



Sorry for the lengthy reply but your question moved me. You are not alone, there are many people who have been through similar situations, or who are trained to help, and they are there to support you. Just remember: You're not alone, ask for help! Take care of your beautiful little family.
Human_Being
2008-03-10 05:38:07 UTC
Hi,

Its really saddening to hear about your son suffering from Autism. I'm not here to preach you about religion, but would like to tell you that you should always have faith in Almighty God. He has blessed you with a daughter and a son. Whatever happens to you or to anyone, its is from Almighty God. This is a test for you and He wants you to be obiedent and paitents. Never ever have a wrong thought about anything because wrong thoughts comes from Devil (SATAN). Always pray to Almighty God, God Willing, your son will be fine. He has blessed you with everything and He is the one who will take it. Do you remember Prophet JOB, how paitents & thankful he was. I'll pray for you & your son(for his health).
Chrissy
2008-03-10 05:02:20 UTC
it is normal for you to be sad because thats your son but your right he dosent need to see you upset. this thing can happen to anyone your just going to have to get through it even if its one day at an time! just remember you love him and just do everything you can!!

Good Luck and keep your head up! always talk to his doctor!!!!
pauls-mrs to be
2008-03-10 06:36:36 UTC
log on to www.nas.org.uk it is a site for parents and teachers coming across autism and aspergers for the first time
madsmaha1
2008-03-10 05:27:56 UTC
I can't imagine your pain, but it's not your fault...just do the best you can, that's all anyone can ask...


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